another saturday night at home, and believe it or not, i have no regrets in being at home. after a lot of sleeping, i finally have something to do in front of the comp, and yes ... i can use it as long as i want to! why? cause my aunt want me to finish this layout for her letterhead, business card, receipt, etc. got some music on my yahoo! launch this evening and my mind pause for a moment while listening to the corrs' summer sunshine.

" in the heat of summer sunshine, i miss you like nobody else,
... i kiss you, and nobody needs to know ..."

how i really wanted that so bad! ahahahaha [laughter of deception]. it's been a week since i last went out with my friends and have dinner together. it has also been a week after we ate at this seafood restaurant on a parking lot in Kelapa Gading ... and it's been a week since i have this bloody stomach ache!! man, it's killing me and every fat that i still have left. i used to have this fat tummy that i'm actually proud of, but now, it's gone! back to that flat stomach again... [i like it also!]

i found this cute little girl, trying to reach up for something ... just like me. i'm in a 'reaching up' process... i dont want to reach out, i want to reach UP




photo from: Canid >> Eric Merrill